Monster

Monster

I saw in you something that was in me.  Hidden, unspoken. Violence and darkness.  You captivated me with your words. Your anger excited me. I played with you, like fire. Craving the rage.  But you had your own game.  Manipulate me. Turn me inside out until I lost my moral compass.  I, who could never hurt anyone. Could never cause the pain I’ve been through. You changed me. Desperate for your light to shine on me. Your obsession with me fueled me.  Now I don’t even recognize the words I’m speaking. You make me beg and plead.  You’ve taken me. Depravity. Your secrets captivate me. Damage me. Who am I now?  I stay; when everyday my mind screams ‘no more.’  Your darkness makes mine shine bright. You are a soulless monster.  I want to leave but beg you to stay.